What Do I Do Now?

What do I do with the blueprints we designed together to build a world of love, joy, peace, and happiness now that my loved one has died? I have tried time and time again to be strong in the Lord and to cry my last tear of sorrow. But each tomorrow I face returns me to the place where I wept the day before, remembering that you exist here no more. Missing you the way I do makes me wonder, "What do I do now?" I take the pieces of my broken heart to Jesus. I grab our blueprints up and off to Him I run. I start to build the things we'd planned to give Him glory. What I must do is weep for you as I press on and through to Jesus. I must work and build until He calls me home.